DEAR YOU #EXTENDED

 

Its been 3 years since you dump me like a trash.

Every single day I try to remove your picture in my head, but the result is zero.

I’ve been crushed anyone else, met new people, having a date with some of them, and having a lot of conversation.

But guess what?

I dream the same person for 3 years, and its you.

I try to figure out why is my heart feel so hollow? Like there is a big hole that can’t be patched.

Turns out because I never loving somebody for long time.

Then one night, i just got home from work. Thanks to Reality Club for making 2112 song.

My random thought just made me check your Instagram. And guess what I found?

Your instagram didn’t locked. But guess what the biggest twist?

Your girl's username weren’t there anymore. So do the photos and videos.

That things got me thinking,

Just if i had a little chance to sit and have a conversation with you. Just a few hour.

I’ll be glad. To see ur face and hear ur voice.

To say anything that has never been said. To say thank you, I hate you, I miss you.

And the most important thing, I love you.

You might be shock or mad or feeling nothing at me.

But let me tell you the truth,

I can live with somebody who loves me the most. But I can’t ever live with somebody I love as much as I love you.  

The feeling, the sparks, the passion, was stopped for you.

Ahh, but who am I?

Just a little dust flew from your past. Means nothing.

Cause I can see you happier now. being a part of  SEMA In your campus and whatever.

Who am i?

Just a coward that never have a brave to say that,

Were we ever meant to be?


14/11/2022

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