Regrets

 Thank you for being such a gentleman.

Since i caught you with somebody else, and you tell me as well. I dont wanna distrupted it. But please, let me present my first clear-confession ever in my life, as an adult.

I knew you since another years ago.

The time when i stare at you, in front of me. Told you casually that im still considering the question you asked me the night before.

The sweetest question i’ve ever heard that you asked with the sweetest way.

I said it was too fast and im afraid. I was unsure and you were giving up. We were lost. Time pass by, but you still strolling around on my mind, even when im with somebody else.

I finally realize, the one that is good for me and i wanna spend my life with, is you. Thats why i’ve tried many ways to make it happen, and i choose to do it slowly & carefully. I dont wanna hurt you, again.

I finally realize, but it was too late.

I had no rights to ask you a chance, after stupid evil thing i’ve ever done to you.

Some thoughts were crossed my mind,

“What if it is a fate, that our office were so close, side by side.” “What if i more brave to take a chance, what are we gonna be?”

But again, it was too late.

there probably wont be any more of lunch i would asked for, which i’ll really miss.

That was my confession.

Hope happiness always follow you anywhere anytime.

If you had change ur mind or feeling uncomfortable. Just call me. Im right here.