What If

 what if 

what if i commit to get married 

a lifetime contract 

suddenly becomes something i really scare about

what if i commit to get married 

with someone im not really love and passion 

with someone whom i assume not really love me neither

would it become a lifetime prison

what if i commit to get married 

and i lost my truly happiness 

lost the ability to taste the greatness of emotions

what if i lost the meaning of life itself 

what if i commit to get married